might as well

no stranger to
so why can’t i get used to
when it comes so easy
for you

i wait, so long for
might as well be done, for
you alone can tell
what’s best for
you.

despite what i let on
it’s been weighing on
my mind. 
since i’ve been gone

all my wishes,
stir that memory
in my…

everything
i wanted to tell ya
unsaid

after all it sinks in…
my mistakenly thick skin.

from where i stand
i might be falling

(apart)

from the bottom
of it all

despite what i let on
it’s still dragging on…
…not so long…
gone